The intent of these posts are merely only to share experiences in case others encounter similar issues, to educate and to some entertain as the info may be interesting. I don’t seek sympathy. I am a teacher and my own experiences shed light on topics that for others are too taboo.
I had just did a podcast on sound cloud about a haunted chandelier that had come into my possession, from someone in my family. Now I want to talk about a few other things. As everybody knows how my my newborn about 3 1/2 months old now, is very psychic. Probably more than I am. Since she has been home, she has noticed spirit guides and deceased people, coming and going. There are many times I had put her in her crib to hear her crying moments later. I never leave her by herself for more than five minutes. She won’t let me anyway LOL. We are glued or another as 18. Still though, when I do have to get use of my other arm from carrying her around most of the day, I put her down in the crib so that I can do a few things quickly. A few times, I had walked into the room seeing that there were some elderly spirits surrounding her.
In particular, there had been an older woman. She was a kind looking elderly lady about 80 years old, with glasses and a very short white hair. I had seen that she took an interest in my child from the moment I had brought her home because, she was often lingering by the crib. I tried to communicate with her but she would leave each time. It was the elderly lady that I had seen first. And then gradually one by one more and more older people would gather around. I started to worry a little bit although I did not feel malevolent energy right away.
I have been dealing with seeing spirits since I was three years old. It’s terrifying. And I didn’t want her to grow up already being scared. I know that she has me to help and guide her. But I also don’t want her getting confused as to what is physical and what is not. Because, we as psychic mediums, see spirits as we do regular people. As a child, I would have spirits swarming around me too. I don’t recall if this was happening to me when I was an infant or not. The earliest memories that I have, are from two years old and up. But to be brutally honest, anything of a spiritual nature, I don’t remember anything before three years old. I knew that my baby was going to be just like me. But as any protective mother, I did take caution. I channeled into a few of them and realized that these were souls that she had helped as a guardian angel in their earlier lives. One of the elderly men had told me that she had helped guide him through World War I and had appeared to him when he had prayed for help during a bombing. He told me that he could not speak for the others, but he was pretty sure that it would be a similar scenario. I had asked him how he had known that she was now born into a body? He told me that they all had just passed away, as she was being born. During the moments of transition, they had been told by their guides and deceased relatives on the other side. Their guides had said that their guardian angel would be born on earth. That is why they were gathering around her. They all wanted to welcome and greet the angel that had help them during times of great distress. They were leaving this world still lingering somewhere in between for unfinished business. This had brought them comfort.
When I came to the elderly woman though, I had walked in so many times after that, seeing her just appear as if she were rocking the little cradle that my baby was laying down and although she could not really physically move it. And then just vanished suddenly, as I would see her there. I never got to see her blueprint. This was something that bothered me. I know from experience that a good spirit will always be one that introduced as it’s self to anybody that has a clear vision of it. It was stated his business and why it’s there. This soul never dead. In fact instead, disappeared every time I was in the vicinity.
Things mellowed out from there. Over the last couple of months, I have been helping my baby to cope with sightings. I have a lot of spiritual activity here since I do a lot of work channeling. All different types of spirits are in and out every day. Even ones that could be considered to be a bit frightening because they are different. She seemed to be doing just fine and even had helped me a couple of times to bring comfort and healing to people who had come to my office upset, needing a reading. As soon as they had made eye contact with her, they felt better. She started adjusting to my way of life. In fact I didn’t take much adjustment at all. In truth, she just naturally became a part of everything as if she had always been here all along. Even through the situation with the haunted chandelier, she didn’t really seem to phase her very much in times before that, that we had seen this shadow being. And believe me, I know that she had seen it, because she had always been the first to look in that direction. Then I would look across the room and my cat would also be looking that way and that’s how I knew that there was something over there for the two of them to be staring. I would look, and sure enough it would be there. But something just recently started happening that was starting to really upset me. I know that when I was a child I went under a lot of psychic attacks. All kinds of spirits were always coming at me, even ones that were of a darker nature. Many of you have heard those stories before.
It all started two days ago. Like I have always said when you open up a psychic doorway, or you were born naturally as us like it, you will have access to both sides of the fence so to speak. You don’t get to choose. You are open, that’s it. But, maybe we had only had some very benevolent visitors so far in addition to the shady elderly spirit that kept appearing. When we first moved into this house, we had a lot of spiritual activity. In fact the previous owner had died here. Well, just a few blocks down the street which had then just naturally attracted them back to his home. His death was tragic and he had not even known that he was dead. He just went about his business regularly and went back home as if it had never even happened. He eventually started realizing that something was very wrong though, and the years went by without contact from his family. They had moved out after his death. So he was occupying the house. We had known that right before we even bought the house. I never felt that he was malevolent Though I did feel that he had some aggression. Just a few weeks after buying the house and moving in, I started noticing a lot of spiritual activity. Somebody would’ve bang really hard up at the top of my door every night at the same time. There was growling coming from the garage which seems to always collect he’ll natured spirits. And there were many times that there had been a lot of spiritual activity in the upstairs hallway and in the stairwell that connects the split level of our house. Even my father has said that he has sat on the sofa upstairs, and watched as somebody walk down the hallway, and down the steps. He had even told me that he had seen somebody standing at the bottom of the steps for the longest time. He was used to it though, is what he told me. I was not surprised. I knew already.
Hello, it never does get easier LOL. Nevertheless the point is no matter where I go I’m always dealing with some kind of visitor or many of them, and it seems that as of late… There haven’t been very nice ones. That’s OK I have my spiritual boxing gloves on and I’m going to open a can of whoopy! My little girl though? She is so ultrasensitive. She’s only been here for almost 4 months now, and this is her first visit to earth. She’s already seen a lot of spirits that have visited me. And that not only included spirits but other entities to. Are usually referred to interdimensional or inter-terrestrials as entities. Then evil spirits to you? I just feel so awful for her. But at least she is learning and she does have a need to protect her. Nevertheless it doesn’t change the fact that she had her very first psychic attack just a few days ago.
After noticing that we still had activity in the hallway and on the stairs at my father and I noticed when we first moved in here,I just brushed it off because it wasn’t anything that we weren’t used to handling when it was needed. Even though each of us have protection grids around us, spirits will still try to get into the environment to await their chance to attack when your protection gets weak. But I did it for a very long time to have additional protection around the perimeter of my office. Like a bubble that was crafted to go around the edges, the walls, floor and ceiling. I can tell you that when people enter into that space, they definitely feel much calmer and more serene. There’s a certain energy to it. So when my older kids are ready for bed, they do not even sleep in their own bedrooms upstairs. They come down into my office and have a sleep over on the floor. He feels safer there. And I have an 18-year-old! You would think that she would be sleeping in her own bedroom by now. But being as spiritually sensitive as I am, she definitely feels a presence upstairs and often runs into other entities on her own time too, that she has not learned to get comfortable with. My son also, is often very afraid up there at night time for the same reason. He does not see spirits but he can feel when they are around. I have to stand at the edge of the hall with the hallway light on, to wait for him while he grabs his blankets to come down and sleep with me. But naturally, I spend a lot of time down in my portion of the home. It’s very serene. No electromagnetic energy, not of an artificial kind anyway. I use a lot of battery operated lights and candles. Television is not on, and any background noise I may have going on in there would be some beautiful music. I play a lot of higher vibrational Christian music and also a lot of meditation music. And to be honest, I do you like to listen to nature sounds including that of our universe. It is very calming.
I really felt good about getting rid of the negative spirits that have been here as a result of that chandelier, and besides having had to deal with those types of entities of my life, although not the same exact ones. It truly was a relief. but if you times recently my baby and I were walking down the upstairs hallway to grab a couple of items from the bathroom for her nightly lavender bath. And suddenly, as soon as we hit a specific area in the hallway, she started just totally flipping out. And this would have been an Amana resume that I did not recognize. Of course again, she is only four months old almost. But still, usually a mother will have heard every type of cry even in the first two months. And this was her reaction that I had never seen! The spot in the hallway was very cold as well. So I backed up with her and I went back to the living room to tell my father what it just happened. But the sofa is within reasonable vision of that location in the hallway, and he had said that he had witnessed it. So, he told me to merely just ignore it and keep an eye on things so to speak. Nevertheless, it started happening at the bottom of the staircase to. Anytime that I would head back downstairs from saying hello to my family upstairs, it would be at that one very last step, that my babies would throw both of her arms out to the side startled in terror. I usually carry her with one arm, with her facing forward so that she can see everything that I see as I carry her around. And this was happening frequently. I started to get concerned and so I started an inspection. Whatever it had been, it was gone. I never put the baby down. Since she’s been born I have been carrying her everywhere that I go. She has never even slept in her crib. She sleeps by there with her head on my chest as I lay down, or she sleeps in the little nook under my arm. I don’t have a bed in my office which is where I sleep at. I don’t really sleep that’s why. I usually would just meditate on the couch and then work as much as I could, to help other people. I do have a bedroom down there. It Has a bed in it. But I have never used it. In fact I’ve never really used the room except to Store clothes in. What’s the use of going in there anyway? It’s not like I’m going to laydown and go to sleep right? So I ended up making that room a nursery for the baby. But it just so happens that she is just like me and would rather lay down on the couch and rest a little bit, but she does go to sleep.
The other morning while I had been meditating and doing the prayers on the prayer list and people who submit them through the entry form on my website, the room had gotten extremely cold in temperature. The baby was laying on my chest resting as well, but she was wide-awake. She often is during my prayers. She’s also awake much of the time when I am doing my trance work that way. I find it easier to go into the meditation for the trance, if I am laying down knowing that the baby is safe next to me. She often stays very quiet for some time for me to do it. It was that particular morning that I felt the temperature drop and suddenly she started screaming again. I calmed her but a few moments later, it happened. The third time, I saw the shadow of whatever was standing over us which I felt familiar with .
Glancing, I saw the elderly lady hovering over us. The baby wailed a blood curtailing scream. Recognizing it now as it was completely shapeshifter, I yelled, “Tesh-Sheil reveal yourself”! I recognized finally, the spirit before me. The disguise of an elderly old woman had been a clever one, I admit. But nothing escapes me. The spirit’s elderly mask disappeared to an ugly, tall, thin body of brown skin. His face long and thin, with jagged teeth, a pointed nose, yellow eye balls with red irises and tall coarse hair that stood up on his head like a hedge of hair. He stood awkwardly. His feet facing outward instead of straight ahead, and he stood on his tip toes. He pushed his shoulders out and puffed up his chest to seem intimidating but after having heard his name, he went down on all fours and crawled backwards into the corner the room and viciously hissing at me. His eyes lit up with enjoyment at this projected disgust and hatred. He brought an odor of sulfur or better yet, like the smell of when a woman is getting a perm. Phew! I did an angelic mudra, made a psi ball and sent it at him. It sent him leaping around until I had sent the second one. Then he vanished away. Walking to the area, it was like I had walked into air full of ashes. My mother smokes cigarettes and at times has thrown one out of the car window. Coming back in, it would send ashes up my nose and into my mouth. The smell and taste is not pretty. It was like that or inhaling an ashtray. Only, 10 times worse.
Speaking of my mom. My mother ran downstairs. What’s happening?! Is the baby ok?”Adree was still crying as I tried to explain. Ehhhh.
I’ve been singing to her in angelic light toning, and reading to her Holy stories, ever since. Those things and another blessing on the home, has helped. What the heck though?! Why so many attacks? I discovered the spirit associated with the chandelier, but who sent Tesheil? The demon of Astral workings and of night mares? He had been lurking around since August then. He had have been. The first time that I had seen he was in the disguise of the elderly woman, lurking around the empty bassinet from before the baby had been born. And then again, several times between now and then. The baby had come home in October, having been born on 26 September. That means that this had been waiting almost 5 months for the perfect moment to attack. I know that people that usually practice magical spells against enemies or competitors, will often send this entity without even knowing that they are doing so. I always say that magic is a very tricky thing because people may call on one spirit and gain the help of another. They never really know who it is that they are working with unless they are entirely advanced. And by advanced, I mean illuminated. Spirits are really wonderful at disguising themselves. This definitely has not been anything of my own doing because, no matter what spirit comes when I am doing any kind of mystical work, I always look beyond the mask straight to the blueprint. Otherwise, I will not do any work any further with any spirit unless I can see it’s true identity. I have not had any demons other than the sneaky one that had been hiding in my house from the chandelier and the extra dimensional beings who had appeared in 2016 and then again recently, around the time that we had discovered the chandeliers attachment.
I wondered who would deliberately target a mother and a child? I discovered the answer. Seems that while I am not an enemy to anyone on my own end, and instead just send love and acceptance to everyone and everywhere I go, the individual felt that I was an enemy because I was getting on their nerves being a know it all LOL. They also felt competitive with me. So they got to shake things up a bit, but to be so hurtful as to try to cause me and my child issues? I was very heartbroken over it and I don’t think I can escape the fact that they sent an entity to my home when there is a little one here, let alone that they sent one to me who has only ever been kind to them, at all. I forgive them though.
Last thing that I want to say is this, just because I am an angel full of love and always exercising and virtues does not mean that I do not have access into other powers as well. I would never in my life use anything to harm anybody, as some other people do. But, if I feel I need to defend myself, I will and it will be all out war in that case. Never mess with a mother and her cub.
On a lighter note, I’ve been spending time with some emissaries from the higher planes and from Lyra. Messages will be available soon!
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